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SPF, DMARC and DKIM

Ironically, spam generators are experts EXPERTS in this trash fire of a topic

It might have to do with your I2C? Install ddcutil and tell us what it detects

Hah yeah. The notes dont have to be detailed or coherent mind you, just rough sentences on what you did and what you’ll pick up next time. Good luck!

What does this mean

Well, a little bit of both. It looks like OP is already putting in the time by diving down fruitless tangents, and will ultimately learn this lesson one way or another. I do believe it’s inevitable from OP’s described patterns, and that they ultimately shouldn’t worry too much about it.

It used to really fog my brain in my 20s, but in my 30s I’m okay with multi-tasking.

I think I just got used to the idea of documenting my progress, and doing work in increments so that I can switch between projects with not too much inertia.

In my 20s I kept everything in my head, or barely wrote anything down and the head inertia was real.

I also now know from experience where certain rabbitholes go. Ive pursued every fruitless tangent task to fruition already in my 20s, that it no longer spurs my curiosity in my 30s.

TLDR; it gets better with time.

I prefer this default. Im sick of having to rein in Numba cores or OpenBlas threads or other out of control software that immediately tries to bottleneck my stack.

CGroups (Docker/LXC) is the obvious solution, but it shouldn’t have to be

Political motive too. If society was less divided, and had less authoritarian inclinations, the hate would be less prevalent. It would just be addictive to see nice things on the net

So many idiots don’t know this one secret. It’s like they have to work to pay for basic needs or something stupid like that.

I do agree with that, but my problem is that I think I’ve been taking care of myself and only myself for my entire life already

He sounds like a really good friend, patient and understanding.

I like your idea of listening and accepting your thoughts. I distract myself every way and when, and I think it doesn’t help with the processing, so maybe I’ll take a leaf out of your book and maybe just sit and reflect a little and see if I can come to peace with some of my mistakes.

Have a good day, stranger :-)

Thanks, and yeah there definitely is an aspect of self-flagellation, since I’m not quite sure I actually want to forgive myself just yet. We’ll see.

How did your Friday happen? Did your friend reach out to you, or did you reach out to them for support?

I have unresolved feelings of extreme guilt for abandoning my loving ex, for abandoning my sibling when they needed me most, for abandoning anyone who depended on me for support.

I’m okay day to day with caffeine to help focus my thoughts on the task at hand, but sometimes after too many coffees I lie awake at night spiralling into my head, living out fantasies of parallel worlds where I betrayed no one and am loved by all.

I ultimately dont think I’m a very nice person, and tend to act unconsciously towards my own self-preservation and interest. Writing stuff down helps, but I’ve decided to bite the bullet and go seek actual help.

Let’s just say there was more than one cow that jumped over the moon…

That’s what that means…! I thought it was an area code or something

Why was this flagged?

You’re already on a high branch and like to watch your poop fall. Not onto anyone on purpose, of course, but gravity does the choosing.

You can’t. It’s literally there for life. Everyone has one, and it’s always different. Mine is a giraffe because I always reach for the high content

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